It's been a while since I had this feeling. It's a feeling of losing something, a little stinging inside. Never anyone or anything made me feel like this for some time. Although it's not something which feel nice but it was a good experience. It made me understand being beautiful on the outside it's not a big deal but what's important is the inside. How much I value myself or how much attention I gave to matters on that day? I nearly forgotten about this but thankfully I still did my job well pretending nothing matters. I'm such a good liar but no matter how much i lied, my face still shows my true feelings.
Once again I was too focused on myself, that's why I was disappointed. It was a good reminder that I shouldn't be like this. Thank you. I do hope for something to happened at first but it didn't. Hahaha, how naive I am. I'm full of imagination. Please learn this lesson well. Let your heart be at ease.
Actually I wasn't this emotional but the music played on my computer makes me want to write up. It's really been a while......hehe. All these years, nothing happened. Such calm years. Thank you for giving me this feeling. It stings but it's part of life. It's part of me. Even though I don't have no one to share this but this place is helping me. It's not something I want to share out too. Thank you and thank you. Thank you for meeting you and thank you for giving me this feeling.
Writing here makes me feel better! THANK YOU!
