Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Too much curiosity.

I didn't know that one's curiosity could lead one into a black hole. All the while in my brain, curiosity can bring you success. Just like Albert Einstein. But it seems I misunderstood it. I didn't know it could bring me to meet with Mr-Unhappy. There are many types of people in this world. Some they are open-minded, they can tell you everything about them. But some like to keep it personal. Maybe I'm the type of "open person", therefore I treat others like that. As a result, it's not them being introvert but it's about respecting other people's privacy. Recently I find myself being stuck in people's gossips (which I dislike it so much). I kept wondering why am I so miserable. The answer is I made myself miserable. I attract the gossips and make myself so miserable. Thanks to my conscience and friends who told me the truth. Or else, I would be still inside the noisy room. Today is a happy day because I found my weakness and able throw it off before it lay eggs inside my heart. kekeke... BANZAI !!!

Monday, May 3, 2010

Assumption.

What is the meaning of assumption? I've checked dictionary it means to take for granted or without proof; suppose; postulate; posit: to assume that everyone wants peace and another explanation is arrogance; presumption. My story begins with one word, assumption. Many unwanted or unhappy incidents happened because of this word but of course some good things happened because of this word too. Mine wasn't very positive. These past weeks, things doesn't goes like it used to be. Some say it's war, some say it's protecting justice and bla bla bla. To me, it's just miss communication and everyone is assuming it should be like this. Everyone is not being honest and wore masks. I am so tired to be playing pretending everyday. And yet I believe they are tired too. They have to play the same game we are playing. Isn't this magical? We are doing the same thing that we dislike to do. It is because we want to protect our assumptions. Our arrogance. We do no like to be look down on. We need to protect our PRIDE (which we don't even know what it means). haihs.... Is that so important? Is it so important until we can break a friendship? This question really cracks my head. If it was me, I would definitely do what I need to do instead of hurting somebody. Did I say things too harshly? I am just here to express my feelings. Things are not going on the right track. I sincerely wish they can live happily, so everything will be alright again. This is only my first story and I'll be back for another tomorrow. Good night.